http://scandalicious.blog.rs/blog/scandalicious <div style="text-align: center">&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center"><img src="http://www.scandalicious.in.rs/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/tumblr_static_tumblr_static_3diufpqwwi0wcc4ccwcs8ss40_640.gif" border="0" alt="undefined" title="undefined" width="454" height="254" align="absmiddle" /></div><div style="text-align: center">&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: justify"><span style="background-color: #ffffff"><span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">&nbsp;<span style="color: #50545c">Retke su žene koje poznajem, a koje su jasno i glasno rekle &scaron;ta žele. Jo&scaron; ređe su one koje su se ogradile od mi&scaron;ljenja okoline, i žive onako kako osećaju da treba. Jer nije moralno želeti. Jer nije ispravno. Jer sutra, kad umremo, neko će da nam sudi&hellip; Pitam se, ko sam bila i &scaron;ta sam radila u pro&scaron;lom životu&hellip; Jesam li ga traćila kako bih uživala u svim blagodetima ovog? Potpisujem da nisam. Verujem da sam, ba&scaron; kao i sad, bila u &ldquo;Ma, otplatiću to u sledećem životu&rdquo; fazonu, dok sam krupnim koracima grabila ka onome &scaron;to želim. Možda mi, zbog tih pro&scaron;lih grehova, sada treba malo vi&scaron;e da odlučim za &scaron;ta se vredi boriti. I možda mi, samo zato, srce besciljno luta, odustajući od onog nekog bitnog, tik pred cilj. A možda, možda sam samo sve uni&scaron;tila činjenicom da nikad nisam prosleđivala te lančane poruke koje su obećavale sreću, mir i ljubav.</span></span></span></div><p><span style="background-color: #ffffff"><br style="box-sizing: border-box; color: #50545c; font-family: 'Open Sans', sans-serif; font-size: 15px; text-align: justify" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; color: #50545c; font-family: 'Open Sans', sans-serif; font-size: 15px; text-align: justify" /><span style="font-size: 15px; text-align: justify; font-family: 'Open Sans', sans-serif; color: #50545c">Pročitaj ostatak priče na:&nbsp;</span></span><a href="http://www.scandalicious.in.rs/2016/10/24/ma-otplaticu-to-u-sledecem-zivotu/" target="_blank">www.scandalicious.in.rs</a></p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp;</p> http://scandalicious.blog.rs/blog/scandalicious/me-myself-i/2016/11/21/ma-otplaticu-to-u-sledecem-zivotu , 21 2016 15:31:25 +0100 <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207687"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify"> <br /></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center"> <a href="http://www.scandalicious.in.rs/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/awakening-bohemian-book-books-Favim.com-2952360.jpg"><img src="https://www.scandalicious.in.rs/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/awakening-bohemian-book-books-Favim.com-2952360.jpg" border="0" width="320" height="211" /></a></div> <div style="text-align: justify"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify"><span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino"> Oduvek sam <span>želela da pi&scaron;em. O seksu. O vezama. O sebi i njima. Da budem hrabra. Da budem iskrena. Oduvek sam želela da pred svetom budem &ndash; JA. Bez lažne moralnosti. Bez opravdanja jer jesam to &scaron;to jesam. Jer želim to &scaron;to želim.</span></span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207690"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">I pisala sam.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207693"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">Žvrljala sam sama za sebe, skrivajući svoje misli.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207696"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino"><br /></span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207698"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">A onda sam re&scaron;ila da je vreme da prestanem da budem upla&scaron;ena verzija sebe.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207701"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">I dalje ću da pi&scaron;em za sebe. I o sebi. O njima.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207704"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">Samo će ova telenovela koja se odigrava u mojim mislima biti javno dostupna. Jer napokon shvatam da sam to ja. I prihvatam sebe.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207707"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino"><br /></span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207709"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">Jo&scaron; uvek sam nečija žena.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207712"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">Nisam majka.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207715"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">Bila sam ljubavnica.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207718"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino"><br /></span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207720"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">I živim sa svojim izborima.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207723"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">Ne.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207726"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">Zvuči kao da ih se stidim, a ne stidim ih se. Stidim se samo sebe u onim danima u kojima sam bila nezadovoljna, a sedela sam sa strane i čekala da neko drugi odluči umesto mene. I to su bili izbori. Isti oni, koji su od mene napravili ono &scaron;to sam danas.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207729"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino"><br /></span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207731"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">A danas sam najbolja verzija sebe do sad.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207734"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">Moram biti.</span></div> </div> <div id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_205646"> </div> <div dir="ltr" id="yiv4119844268yui_3_16_0_1_1474460304553_207737"> <div style="text-align: justify"> <span style="font-size: medium; font-family: georgia, palatino">Jer bez toga, ne opstajem....</span></div> </div> http://scandalicious.blog.rs/blog/scandalicious/me-myself-i/2016/11/17/prolog , 17 2016 11:06:50 +0100